I am not religious. I don't follow a particular religion. I don't tie myself to one way of thinking and that's it closed off to everything else. I do have respect for religion. I think that you should give these things the respect they deserve. People who are religious, I have respect for them, for having so much faith in their beliefs. That can only be good. It isn't for me. I don't need anyone to tell me how to think, anyone to tell me the rights and wrongs of my life. They are deci...

I don't really have alot of time, I just want to wish the folks of JU a very Merry Xmas. I can't say I'm feeling the Xmas spirit to much at the moment, I'm sure I'll get into the spirit of things and enjoy the whole day. In alot of ways I'm very lucky, and I know this. I'll be surrounded by people I love and who care about me. Anyway, there are some people here that I really think alot of, and I wish you all a very happy and safe Christmas.

I shouldn't be writing this blog. I'm in a horrible mood. Due to many things. Which I will share here, I suppose. It might make me feel less grumpy though I doubt it. I decided I would throw myself into the xmas festivities. With Christmas there is two paths you can go down, you can either be like the grinch, moan at everything and whinge and moan some more, or you can embrace it, and enjoy the plus points it has to offer. I decided a little embracing. Last night I had a xmas party to...

I have this annoying friend, who has an office job. Her favourite task for her work filled days, is forwarding me stupid e-mails. Which tell me that unless I pass this on to one hundred people in ten minutes I will die a horrible death, or something along them lines. Usually when I recieve these little treasures from her, I just delete them, without even opening them. This one had quite an interesting title, it went along the lines of..... SALLY I KNOW YOU HATE THESE, BUT YOU REALLY MU...

I am generally a pretty private person. I don't like to share to much with people. I guess it's an issue of trust really. I trust hardly anyone, and those I do choose to trust, I only have different levels of trust for them. It would be difficult for me to tell you people I trust completely. There's one, maybe two people I trust completely. With everything. I find it difficult to tell people things. My family is like a running Jerry Springer show. There's always things that are going...

Love is a complicated thing. It would be disappointing if it was anything but complicated. If it didn't stretch you in the slightest, and didn't confuse you at any point, you would wonder what all the fuss was about. Why love was the promised land. People can live very happy fulfilled lives and not be in love. It isn't the be all and end all. It is an added bonus if anything. For love to touch your life, you should be honoured, because real love, is very hard to find, and for those of ...

I have such a busy week. It has been one thing after another. Finally I have a day that I don't have to do anything. Though that is slowly going out of the window too. I have had a strange weekend. On Friday the PMS monster had me by the scruff of the neck and I was out to kill someone. As the months go on, I am getting worse and worse. I start off just a tiny bit irritable. The more irritated I get, the more angry I get. Someone can do the slightest thing, and I will bite their head...

As many of you know me and my eldest sister have an awkward relationship. We are very different. Our views on life are very different. We just don't see things in the same light. This leads to many disagreements on things. Many arguments. I love my sister dearly though. Part of the reason I fight so hard with her is because I want things to change in her for life, so she leads a better life. I have always wanted to help her. Years ago I thought I could hold her hand through everythin...

Goodbye. You know I think I'm pretty strong. I know what I want and I generally get it. I don't need anyone. No one to look after me. No one to care for me. No one I care for. I don't need anyone. I said that right? When I was at school, I remember wanting to fit in. I remember everyone else wanting to fit in. Wanting to be liked, and doing whatever to fit in that stereotype. To be different just wasn't the right thing. To stand alone just wasn't the right thing. To be alone at ...

I love Christmas. With a passion. Obviously it isn't good now, because I am an adult and I can't enjoy it as I did when I was a kid. I still enjoy the build up. The shops getting all festive. The kids getting all festive. The parents groaning. It is all in the spirit of things. Madisons Dad doesn't want her believing in Santa. Apparently it is the first lie, parents tell their children, and as soon as she asks he will be informing her he doesn't exist. He wants her to know he bought...

Ok, so I'm pretty open minded, and I think I have admited before that I would like to one day kiss a woman. Not because I am attracted to women, just for the experience of it. However speaking as an open minded young woman, I do know an attractive lady when I see one. So JU who would make you switch sides? Is there someone that you think is totally attractive even though you aren't usually attracted to that sex? Mine is........the very foxy Angelina Jolie. Oh yes....she is one tasty l...

I watched Bridget Jones's diary last night. Not the lastest one. The old one. I wanted to remind myself of the last one before I see the new one. This film never fails to make me smile. For all the lonely hearts of the world it is a wonderful film. Slightly self absorbed, but hey who isn't. I was discussing marriage with a friend today. Me and marriage aren't two things I would be putting together anytime soon. Marriage to me seems like a prison sentence. My friend was slightly more...

I am slightly obsessed with theme tunes. I think music can draw such emotion, or when you think back to something and you hear the music it just brings it home. So if we were looking back at a compilation of highlights from this election, what music would it be too? I heard this song, and I thought it was perfect, from Bush's perspective at least. I'm a secret Queen fan btw . I've paid my dues Time after time I've done my sentence But committed no crime And bad mistakes I've made...

I would love a baby one day. To have children is one of my ambitions, and one I really hope I achieve. I am twenty one and at the moment I don't feel at all ready to take on the responsibility of another life. I want so many other things in my life sorted out first. I want to be settled with a partner I love. I want my career sorted out. I want to be settled in what ever it is I choose to do. There are so many things I want to do first. So many things that will make my childs life bet...

Would you pay any of these men for sex? Link In a recent poll forty percent of Brit ladies said they were willing to pay men for sex and escort services. That is a pretty high percentage and I have to say I'm not one of these ladies. I can't say that paying a man for his company does it for me. Going from the look of these men, there's nothing I couldn't get for free down the pub on a Friday night. So why go to the effort of paying £300, for the services of one of these men. Lookin...