Ooooh what a fun and odd day I've had today, well hmm, maybe I shouldn't start like that, I get the feeling I'm going to waffle and not make much sense, which I guess is the usual for me, but I'll try to be at least slightly understandable! My day started odd, me and a 'friend', a very good 'friend', weren't getting on really, and I can't really explain why, which is even more frustrating. It was all through a lack of communication which is odd because this 'friend' is just about the only p...
Wow. here I am again, it would appear my word of the week is wow, don't ask me why, I have no idea, bet every situation I'm in, my response to it is, wow, it's started to get slightly irritating. Even more irritating than my hmm's, which it would seem I do every other sentence. I also answer questions with both, yes and no, used at the same time, so if someone is brave enough to ask me if I've had a good day for example, a typical sally response goes along the lines of, Yes, no, yeh it was ...
Alrighty folks, I've been thinking, to much maybe, but thinking about stuff. I have weird dreams, really weird dreams, and I think that's even stranger, because of the serious lack of sleep I get. I'm just in some zombiefied state as usual. I achieved three hours sleep the other night, impressive huh? I guess it could be worse, it could of been two. It still doesn't feel good though and my dreams are becoming weirder and weirder. There seems to be a pattern to them, If I'm not dreaming a...
Well it's my Mums 50th birrthday on Saturday, exciting family event, I can hardly wait . Why can families be so damn annoying? I mean I love my family to bits, but I sometimes think living with them is a bad idea, if me and my eldest sister didn't live together we might actually be able to stand being in the same room as each other. She moved out when she was sixteen, and I was like six at the time, so I hadn't really experienced the joys of living with her, until now. Now I'm twenty and...
You know what I've noticed, since kermit's been away my sleepings improved, not alot, but slightly, hmmm. Food for thought. He's back tomorrow, yay!! Can't wait, I've so missed him. I won't go on though, must tell myself be less gay! I wonder if it works both ways, that men prefer the women who play hard to get? I can't see it some how, men seem to like playing games less, and I can't say I blame them. Anyway let me not ramble as i will miss the point of todays blog, regrets! I didn't...
I haven't wrote a blog for a few days, and I'd love to say that I had got up to loads of exciting things but that would be a lie, I shall however give you a rundown of what exactly I've done, you never know I may be able to make it slightly interesting, ahh we live in hope. After I wrote my last blog I spoke to kermit, which was erm...good?? I can't actually say it was good it was more about sorting things out, and we did I think. He wasn't feeling very well though, I just wanted to look a...
There was once a girl full of hope. A girl that woke up every morning and looked forward to what the day was going to bring. This girl was full of potential. She was clever, funny and beautiful. She was exciting. She brought passion to everything she did. She enjoyed life. She realised you only had one chance and you had to enjoy it while you could. This girl was young, she could of done anything. She wasn't alone in the world, she had a family that loved her very much. Her Mum was ...
I'm warning you in advance the next however long I decide to torture you, is going to be just pure whinging and should be just ignored, really. I'm ill. When I'm ill I'm the worlds most awful person. Some people like to be fussed over, some like to go to the doctors, I like to be left alone. No fussing, no talking to people, just leave me alone. Why can't people understand this? I don't mean to sound ungrateful, but all I really want to do is crawl under my quilt and forget the rest of ...
Ahhh the weekend, what a tiring experience it is turning out to be. I'm grumpy at the moment so excuse me if this turns out to be just one long whinge! My sister and her baby have moved in with me. Hmmm, yes how lovely. I love my niece to pieces and my sister isn't bad either, but I've lost my bed, hmmmmm, I'm on the sofa bed while my sister and her baby enjoy my warm comfy doube bed *sigh*, I don't really mind though, but I enjoy time to myself and at the moment there's always someone in...
I recently read an article about songs they played when you left school, and I remember my last day of school, and they played a song and I cried like a baby. When I read this article it brought back memories of this, and the amount I loved the song, but I couldn't remember the songs name. I felt awful on my last day of school, so scared and so empty, and my headteacher gave a speech about how he went home on his last day of school, and sat and wondered what the hell he was going to do, eve...
I have yet again neglected my blog, but what a hectic few days I've had, and now I'm suffering beyond belief, with one hell of a hangover, self inflicted, so no sympathy, I know, and I've lost my voice to. I'm currently growling at everyone that comes to close to me, not good! I woke up at 5am on Saturday morning, was over excited from a baby clothing shopping expedition on Friday, my god soooooo cute! Then I watched big brother, don't worry I won't go on about that just yet, will save it ...
Ooooh was so worried then, it wouldn't let me write an article! Noooooooooo, might be a blessing in disguise! Because I'm going to make no sense! I'm so tired, and still feeling kind of yucky, I think I'm in need of some TLC, hmmm, this may just be me because I'm a big baby, but I really just want my Mum, lol, such a kid, ahh well. This trail of thought got me thinking to when I was a little kid, how things have changed since then, and I really miss it! I mean don't get me wrong, I enjoy ...
It's almost weekend, yippy yay! Ooooooooooooh exciting weekend, I can hardly contain my excitment, hmm I'm feeling slightly insane, I think it's sleep deprivation, I'm amazed at how many JU users suffer from sleep deprivation, it must be catching huh! I've decided thinking is bad for me, REALLY bad. My last trail of thought scared me slightly and kind of made me feel useless, hmm. Let me explain. I was thinking about my future, and I came to the conclusion, what a damn scary prospect,...
Well I feel I've neglected my blog of late, and that's not to good, but I do have good reason, which is, hmm it was my Mums birthday and I've had to spend the weekend with the family. Which was a joyful experience I can tell you. To describe my Mum as miserable would be unfair, but she doesn't appreciate a fuss, and me and my sisters made the effort to spend the day with her, and she just wasn't interested, she would of prefered us not to be there I'm sure. She was in a foul mood for most ...
It was my nieces Christening this weekend. It was a tiring few days, preparation, the actual day, and the recovery. As many of you know my niece wasn't planned. My sister isn't with Maddy Mae's Daddy. She is a single Mum, of a child that is mixed race. Something that my parents had a tough time coming to terms with. They are of a completely different generation, a generation where people of different ethnic origins didn't mix. They are not racist, they are just set in their ways, and h...