I've bonded with my television again, we are attending couselling and should make a full recovery. There's two television programmes recently that have got my attention. One is about the beauty pageant girl who was murdered and one is about pushy parents. The one about Jon-Benet Ramsey was on last night, I was tempted to watch it, but having previously watched a programme about her and knowing how upset that got me, I decided against watching it. Last time the programme completely infuria...

It's wednesday, ahh yes Wednesday! Not long before Kermits home. Yay! Well it's actually a week, but if I keep telling mysefl it's not long, it will fly by (I hope!). I'm missing him like crazy. I keep thinking to myself, oooh I wonder what he's upto, I wonder if he's having a good time, I wonder if he's missing me. Sad I know. but things happen, and I think I must tell Kermit about that, then I remember he's not here, but a week isn't that long, right? I hope he hasn't forgotten me, ...

I'm slightly obsessed by adverts, I don't know how this obsession started, or why, but I have favourite adverts, I actually get excited when they come on TV. My Mum is convinced that I actually prefer the adverts to the actual Tv programmes! I like the whole idea of mind manipulation, as humans we think we're so clever, we think we are on the ball, yet we let ourselves be influenced by these adverts, I don't even know if it is letting ourselves it's a sub conscious thing, but we do know som...

There was once a girl full of hope. A girl that woke up every morning and looked forward to what the day was going to bring. This girl was full of potential. She was clever, funny and beautiful. She was exciting. She brought passion to everything she did. She enjoyed life. She realised you only had one chance and you had to enjoy it while you could. This girl was young, she could of done anything. She wasn't alone in the world, she had a family that loved her very much. Her Mum was ...

Christmas is my favourite time of year! I love it. The build up. All the shops looking all christmas like 4months in advance, and scaring the hell out of you because you had no idea christmas was that near! The shopping, the wrapping of presents, kids getting excited, and when they're naughty, warning them Santa won't pay them a visit. Then the actual day, where the whole family has a great time enjoing the xmas spirit. Till of course the inevitable happens, you get tired of each other....

I'm warning you in advance the next however long I decide to torture you, is going to be just pure whinging and should be just ignored, really. I'm ill. When I'm ill I'm the worlds most awful person. Some people like to be fussed over, some like to go to the doctors, I like to be left alone. No fussing, no talking to people, just leave me alone. Why can't people understand this? I don't mean to sound ungrateful, but all I really want to do is crawl under my quilt and forget the rest of ...

I am proud to be English, my country doesn't always give me reasons to be proud, but I am proud of my heritage, and where I am from, and so I should be. The politics of the country, are a completely different matter altogether. Tony Blair in my opinion does a great job, he doesn't always get the necessary support, but I think he's done what is best for us. People seem to think that people such as Tony Blair aren't human, that they shouldn't be allowed to make mistakes. They are human thou...

This is more of a whinge than anything, so prepare yourselves, for a whinge, hehe. i have such a way with words. Kermit left a few hours ago . The next two weeks are going to be so long, ahh well I'm a big girl, I'll be fine, I'll probably over blog and you'll all get sick of me, hehe! My blog today is going to be a whinge about Kermit, kind of. I may aswel take advantage of him been away, haha! Not that this won't escape his attention when he returns, but I'm sure it will make him smi...

I met Peter Maxwell probably around christmas time, and I was the same as most people, when faced with the great one himself, I didn't really know how to take him, and in a state of disbelief I just chose to ignore him. I did finally learn that everything he said was the truth, and he is a man of honour, once you reach this conclusion and believe me at some point everyone does, getting on with him is a whole lot easier! So during this time Petey joined JU and as far as I know, he became pre...

Ahhh the weekend, what a tiring experience it is turning out to be. I'm grumpy at the moment so excuse me if this turns out to be just one long whinge! My sister and her baby have moved in with me. Hmmm, yes how lovely. I love my niece to pieces and my sister isn't bad either, but I've lost my bed, hmmmmm, I'm on the sofa bed while my sister and her baby enjoy my warm comfy doube bed *sigh*, I don't really mind though, but I enjoy time to myself and at the moment there's always someone in...

I've talked alot recently about the dynamics of men and women. The roles we play, what's expected of us. We live in a society where men are still the dominant sex, but women are becoming more equal. Compared to when our Grandparents were young we've come a long way, but we still have a long way to go. No matther how much we want to be equal, it will never happen. I don't say this lightly, but there are fundamental differences between men and women that will make it impossible for us to e...

I recently read an article about songs they played when you left school, and I remember my last day of school, and they played a song and I cried like a baby. When I read this article it brought back memories of this, and the amount I loved the song, but I couldn't remember the songs name. I felt awful on my last day of school, so scared and so empty, and my headteacher gave a speech about how he went home on his last day of school, and sat and wondered what the hell he was going to do, eve...

Kermit's goin away on holiday for two weeks. He's only just got back and he's off again. Grrr.....I'm not looking forward to this two weeks. I have a bad feeling, ever since my nightmares about it. Bad feelings. LOL, over reacting, nahhh not me! I guess I'm just being selfish, in fact I know I am. I should be pleased he is going away for sun, sea and erm....sand! I'm just going to miss him. I need a slap I think, really I do. I'm whinging about two weeks. Could this girl get anymore...