I hate it when things end. The end makes me sad. The end of relationships. The end of school. The end of jobs. The end of friendships. They are all incredibley sad. I'm far more emotional than I'd like to admit. The end is sad for everyone. I know. When something ends, I always seem to forget I'm starting something new to eventually end. I think I am just a creature of comfort. I like to know what's going on, I get used to certain things, and then for them to end, it's sad. It makes me feel incredibley lonely. I don't know where I'm going with this one folks. Usually when i write an article, it's usually all summarised in my head, so it makes sense. this one is just an emotional rant I guess. Life its self can be lonely. We all have friends and family and support systems, but when push comes to shove, it's just us. On our own against the world. When that crucial moment happens, and you have to make a snap decision, who is it that makes it. That would be you. You only have yourself to rely on. You only have what you have learnt so far, and how well you have taken on board these things to get you through.
I bet your happiest, most defining moments included someone else. I bet them endings that caused you pain, included someone else. That's what makes them so sad. you meet loads of people in this world. Every single day. Wonderful people. People you could never imagine forming relationships with. Sometimes you do though, sometimes you let them in. No matter what your firt impression was. It usually just gives you something to laugh about later on. Relationships do break down though. People aren't always who we think they are. We aren't always that compatable. I have friends, that I think are wicked, but get them together and they hate each other. Personal preference, we are all attreacted to different things. We all appreciate different things in people. We let these peopple in. Then for some reason it comes to end. We are lucky though. For having these people in our lives in the first place. They somehow change us. Not in obvious ways, but they do. Every person that meets us in life, touches in some way, some it's just a brush of hands, or a single pat, some it's a big huge hug, they all touch us, and this moulds us into the person we are now. We all need to be thankful we come across them people.
I know I'm rambling folks. Change just makes me sad. Everything is changing at the moment. What is it they say? Moving on to bigger and better things. Maybe so, but its more about the journey we take than where we actually get too. I guess I should embrace change. I do in some ways. It just makes me think of all the things gone by. All them times I've laughed and cried. All them things I've got through. All the things to come though. Things I haven't experienced yet. Those are truely amazing things. To feel the power of true love. To have babies. To be a success in what I do. All the achievements. Friends I still have to make. people I will still come across. I may have already had many ends. There are still so many too come. Lifes about ends?? Ahh you got to love my logic. So how to tie up this ramble? Embrace your endings, and enjoy you begginnings. Because life is to short, and there's still so much to do!
Just a note, I can't bring myself to re-read this, so apologies if it is full of mistakes and makes no sense. That was kind of the point of it though. Have a good weekend folks xx