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Published on July 20, 2004 By Sally jacobs In Life Journals
Well, Dyl kindly pointed out I hadn't done a diary type blog in a while, so....here it is. I can't promise it will be to exciting but call it a minor catch up. I've been in a huge state of confusion about my future recently. i know now is the time to make some decisions, and as other area of my life aren't all rosey, it seems now is a good time to change things. So my teaching degree is no more *looks scared*. I haven't been brave enough to tell my parents yet but I'm sure I'll find the right time. So it begs the question, what am I going to do? Well, I'm still going to uni but I'm going to do an English Lit degree instead. I think it will be better. I can always teach after that if I really want to. i think it's th right decision for me and it makes the whole situation alot less scary.

Kermit's being bothering me alot lately. It seems that honesty thing we were both upholding, has kind of gone out of the window. I thought that was supposed to be something special. He's told me he doesn't care about me as much anymore, or he's not letting himself. I don't know. I've been thinking about the whole thing alot recently and it seems pointless to just keep getting upset and worrying about it. It's helping no one. I still like him, and his friendship means alot to me, and I don't want to ruin that. he's still my best friend. So I reckon if I just concentrate on that and make sure that is ok, everything else will fall in to place. What will be, will be.

It's Maddy Mae's christening soon. I tell ya all the organisation that goes into that is amazing and if I'm honest it's all doing my head in slightly. the thought of all my family together, in a confined space, hmmm....should be interesting! My eldest sisters moved back in. I won't go on about it, as I've already had my mini rant, but I'm not happy about it. I think I'm just a bad sister!

Doms broken up for the school holidays and he's started at basketball camp. Dom's pretty tall for his age and one of the biggest in his class. His first love is football and he's a good little player, but he's never really done much basketball. Well we arrived at basketball, and everyone was huge compared to Dom. It turns out it's for 11-21 year olds and Dom is only eight, so he looked really tiny! They said he could stay though. Dom had a minor panic and looked at us like we were thr cruelest people in the world for leaving him, awww! Anyway we go back to pick him up later that day and Dom comes running towards us, telling is his new nickname, hehe, and Baby-D was born! It gets better though. Apart from everyone calling him Baby-D, they have a huddle at the end. Building team spirit or whatever. So Dom is lost in this huddle. And my sister says, "Where's Baby-D". Just as she says that, Dom appears in the middle of this bunch of kids, on someone shoulders and they are told to all touch Dom and shout DOMINIC three times! Hehe, we were in stitches, but Dom (Baby-D) loved it and can't wait to go back tomorrow. Who doesn't like a bit of hero worship!

I got asked out on a date! Haha....I started back at the gym last week. Early morning run, then the gym and at the time I go it's usually pretty quiet, but there's always this one guy there. He is a similar age to me and he seems quite friendly. Though he has an awful habit of just gazing at himself in the mirror, but I suppose if i had a body like his I would too, hehe! We've had a bit of polite conversation but I think he's a bit erm....slow? So on Saturday night i went into the pub for a couple of drinks with friends, and who's there? Gym guy! A little worst for ware but he comes over for a chat, and the next thing he's asking me on a date! Argh! How do you respond to that? Well I know it's pretty much a yes/no response, but I'm not good at letting guys down gentley, so I took the easy option and said I had a boyfriend. he was really nice about it, but he wasn't at the gym yesterday, hmm....

Well I think that's it for my boring life. Nothing to interesting to tell you, but hope you enjoyed. Bye bye folks xxxx

Comments
on Jul 21, 2004
yay!! I get to catch up!!

Sorry things aren't going so good with kermit..but maybe it's for the best. I hope things work out the way you want them, whether its keeping the relationship going or having a really good friend instead. I have the same problem with Holden..yknow, if i want a friend or a lover (hehe lover ) but the distance thing sorted that out for me!!

Maybe moving back in will be good for your sister? I don't know..family is important. I know it must be so hard to be nice to her after everything she's done to you, and not having siblings (yet!) I can't really relate but I hope you guys can find a way to get a long maybe, I think it'd help you both out. My dad is a bit of an asshole, to be honest, but i try to get along with him, because he's my dad, and i do love him yknow? I try and remember the good times we had when i was a kid. I don't know...It's up to you really.

aww baby D!! Good to hear Dom has some real supportive team mates!! hehe.

Hmm...the gym guy? Hot but dumb...*sigh*. Men..they're never quite perfect are they? Well once you make ur decision on Kermit, if you're single, i say get out there!! Remember about kissing the frogs.... Hope you find ur prince soon!!

Dyl xxx