Well birthday weekend is over, and I promised a run down of what went on didn't I, I'd like to say that it will probably be a very exciting read, but I'm sure it will just turn into one long whinge. I am currently snuggled under my duvet, sneezing and shivering and looking out of my window at the sun, wishing I could escape outside, instead of putting up with my family, grrr! Where to start, Saturday night was great, went out with all my friends, had some shots and cocktails, and vodkaaaaaa, mmmmm! Then went to dance my arse off in the club, found some great r'n'b music, and it was so much fun. My friends were determined that I would have a good night, and I did, it was a really wicked night. Though i could go on my usual moan about men who can't keep their hands to themeselves but I won't. Though on more than one occasion men asked me if they could take me home with them, do they seriously expect me to say, yes, of course you can. Or maybe they just expect me to lie down right there with my legs up in the air, grrr men!
My family are a complicated bunch to say the least it's currently the day after my birthday and so far I haven't had presents from my parents or my eldest sister, I didn't even see my eldest sister yesterday in fact. Hmm, not that I'm bothered about presents, i'm at the age now where anything i want i can pretty much buy it myself, but the thought would have been nice. Since I was about fifteen or sixteen I've avoided my fmily like the plague on my birthdays, as they usually try to start some awful argument that upsets me for the rest of my birthday. Yesterday my Mum started about my eldest sister. Now before I even tell this story I know you're going to think I'm an awful person, but I'm sticking to my guns on this one. Me and my eldest sister have never got on, we have no wish to be in the same company as each other, we dislike each other immensely and we're both happy living like the other does not exist. Not a nice way for sisters to be, I totally agree. I've tried with her for many years, I've put up with her stealing money off us, hitting my Mum, smashing the house up, bringing guy after guy back with her who she had no idea who they are, I've put up with loads, and I've reached the point where my life is just happier not having her in it, harsh but true. My Mum however is hell bent on getting us together and getting on. I can see her reasoning, she wants her children to get along, but the more she tries to push us together the more we hate each other. I didn't invite her out for my birthday, I know not nice, but i didn't want her their, my friends didn't and I haven't seen her for about a month, except when I got a phone call asking for money, and there was no, how are you or anything like that, as soon as she didn't get what she wanted she just put the phone down. So the day of my birthday my mum comes to me, I'm still hungover in bed, and she says to me, if you're going out today then i think you should include your sister in it. HA! I'm going to a barbie that friends have organized for my birthday and it's their house I can't just invite her there. So I inform my Mum (who hasn't even wished me happy bday yet) and she tells me how evil and nasty I am. So I phone my sister and say I'll go and see her for a bit before i go to this barbie, no answer on her phone, so I leave a message, she doesn't bother getting back to me until 9pm that night, where she says she's had a busy day, and then goes on about how poop her life is, hmm, no wishing me happy bday there then. So I've got to see her one day this week, yay funky chicken!
As for Kermit, hmm, I don't think i should even talk about this subject, hmm, this really is turning in to one long whinge, apologies folks, I just feel yucky, maybe it's the realisation that I'm old, and my next big birthday is 30 (scary!). Kermits been acting odd to say the least, he does't want to talk to me it would appear, he basically ignored me on my birthday, nice huh. I really don't know where that is going, I think he's made a decision but forgot to tell me about it, probably hoping i will just disappear, who knows maybe I will. I just wish he'd talk to me. I actually feel better having got all this out of my system, maybe I'm on the road to recovery. Hope you all had a wicked weekend xxxxx