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YES! It's Blackpool!

Published on May 12, 2004 By Sally jacobs In Home & Family

Well I feel I've neglected my blog of late, and that's not to good, but I do have good reason, which is, hmm it was my Mums birthday and I've had to spend the weekend with the family. Which was a joyful experience I can tell you. To describe my Mum as miserable would be unfair, but she doesn't appreciate a fuss, and me and my sisters made the effort to spend the day with her, and she just wasn't interested, she would of prefered us not to be there I'm sure. She was in a foul mood for most of the day and only became slightly cheery when the day was almost over, made me glad I'd made the effort for her! The next day we went to blackpool for the day, me, my sis, Maddy Mae, Mum and Dad, I practically had to sit on my sisters all the way there. I can't say I'm a huge fan of blackpool, due to hellish experiences as a child, it's the tack capital of England. It's full of freaky looking people, that just dribble and mumble to themselves and full of crappy shops that sell stuff that you just don't need, but you buy it anyway for the sake of it! I did see a T-shirt I liked it said "If you think I'm a bitch you should meet my Mum", hehe can't say my Mum was impressed though, I have no idea why!

The best part about Blackpool was the bar me and my sister found on the pier, we left my parents to take Maddy Mae around the place, and we went to this bar, it was full of old folks, and retarded bar staff, who for some reason walked around the place in twos. There was two older blokes who we guessed where like the Daddies of the bar, and then these two young lads who followed them around the place, so I can only guess they were the work experience gimps. Anyway as you can imagine this place was pretty dead, so me and my sister decided to take advantage of the karaoke facilities, and we rocked! The old people loved us, I'm guessing it's probably because most of them were probably partially deaf but we were a hit. Its encouraged me to try out on pop idol, I think I can be the star of the worst bits

! Our best song was Uptown girl, we even had a dance routine, I tell ya was the highlight of my day!

Things with Kermit are odd again, and this time I don't know how to explain them, I think maybe it's just me, I'm sure it is. I think I'm just on a self destructive mission or something but I can't help but feel there's something he's not telling me, that he's keeping from me and it's making me feel crappy about things. I have had a good talk to him about things and I do feel lots better, I always do after telling him my problems but I can't shake this feeling, it's really making me feel poop. I even feel unable to be gay with him, and I don't know why. I want to be, I have all these thoughts, and I want to tell him, but somethings stopping me. Maybe it's due to all the problems we've had recently, that it's made me more paranoid about things, I don't know, I just wish that things were back to normal, that would make me happy, and I'm sure they will be.

Well I've just woke up and I've got to go shopping soon, I've become slightly obsessed with shoes, don't ask me why, but especially pink shoes, I can't walk past a shop with pink shoes in without going in and trying them on, strange! I shall keep you updated on what I buy, you lucky people! Ahh, quick question, anyone know why anon users can't leave a msg on my blog??? Bye bye folks xxxx

Comments

6969jimbo6969

on May 12, 2004

what a lovely, fun, not to say 'gay' post. remember that "projection is the most primitive form of coping strategy". good luck and don't stay gone too long.

DylanZimmerman

on May 12, 2004

hey Sal, thanks for ur comment on my last blog!! I am not sleeping top to toe with Holden, I don't want his feet anywhere near my face! It's weird how we could sleep in the same bed all the time when we were younger without it being awkward at all, and now it's like eek-noooo!! I don't mind with Dave, maybe because I really cant think of him in a kinky kinda way at all, if u know what I mean, but Holden is sort of different!

hehe blackpool sounds fun!! I don't think we really get the whole sea side resort idea over here, no one does it quite like the english!!Just the right amount of cheese-iness, old people and tacky souvenirs!

I have a serious shoe addiction, the majority of my pay check becomes shoes, it's madness!!So remember you're not alone!!

I'm sorry things are so screwy with Kermit, I hope you can get it all sorted. But I figure, If it's meant to work it will, and if it doesn't, I guess there's someone else you're supposed to be with huh? I dunno...love is hell! But I think you should trust your intuition. Polly is always going on about women's intuition and how accurate it is- she says she can tell if a guy'll cheat on her just by looking at him. But she is a bit kooky. She also believes in Vampires.

Let me know how it goes!! Lots of love, Dyl xxx

Kermit

on May 13, 2004

Hey miss piggy, looks like I can leave messages again!

This needs updating, things are great between us aren't they?!?

Sally jacobs

on May 13, 2004

Hey baby, miss piggy!!!! How rude! I'm glad you can leave msgs again, thanks to me no doubt

! Yeah I wrote this just before we had our talk, so like a few hours later it was kind of dated, grrrrr! Things are better than great sweety, you just damn lovely!!!! Not as lovely as me though, obviously, hehe!

hmmm

on May 14, 2004

fuked again?

Sally jacobs

on May 15, 2004

I think you mean fuCked

kermit

on May 19, 2004

no darling... I meant fuked.

notsohighlyevolved

on May 19, 2004

Maddy Mae

I love this name. Reminds me of folk tales and poetry.

And may i remind you all...no one does the beach thing better than us Aussies!

Well maybe the Brazilians, but those bastards don't know how to swim, so they don't count.

If any of you get to Sydney, we'll all have a drink at Coogee Bay Hotel and then go jump in down at the beach. You won't want to leave.

Trust me.

Marco XX

Sally jacobs

on May 21, 2004

My friend went to the land of aussie not long ago, and really loved it!! I so want to visit one day, sounds so amazing! I don't think I'll want to leave, especially if I use blackpool as a comparison, hehe!

Maddy Mae is cute, if I do say so myself hehe, I've been told it's cruel for when she gets older, hmm!

K, sweety, you can have fuked

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