A short pointless account

of weekEND

Published on May 3, 2004 By Sally jacobs In Personal Relationships

What a weekend, and I mean that, WHAT a weekend!! Hmm...lets do things in order, first of all Kermit was back, how pleased was I. I didn't realise how much I'd miss him. Don't get me wrong, I knew I would alot, but him not been here was awful. I just really missed talking to him, telling him how I felt, stuff like that. So when he got back I was so pleased, so happy. It didn't turn out well at all though, kind of to the point where I wished he hadn't come back. I can't explain it, the way I see kermit is, he's the kindest person I know, the person I trust the most, but on Friday I felt like he was just out to hurt me, and it's never been like that before. On Saturday things just got worse, to the point where that was it, no more Kermit. This time I know it's for real to. How do I feel? Honestly, I'm heartbroken. My way of dealing with things like this is to try and block them out, tell myself I'll be ok, I'll have to be. It hurts though. I had so many gay dreams for me and Kermit, I really believed things could be special between us. I thought I'd found a soulmate, more fool me huh. Don't get me wrong, I still think he's wicked, I still really care about him, he still gives me that funny feeling in my tummy, but none of them feelings are returned, and I know I'll never be letting anyone get to me like that again, I broke the rules for him, and I won't be doing it again, gutted.

Sunday was quite different though, it was Doms Holy communion, I'm not at all religious, and for some of the kids it was just to much. Dom is usually a really confident kid, but he got so nervous, he just kept puking, nice! He looked so ill, bless him. Maddy Mae loved the church, she was a ickle star and considering it was my first time at church, I didn't think it was so bad. We had a barbie afterwards. Which was good fun. I held a little week year old baby, awwwwww!! So damn cute, and she had loads of hair. Really adorable, I'm kind of starting to think I want one, scary! Maddy Mae puked on me, not once, not twice, but three times! She must really love me! Then Dom decided to drop a plate of food down my front, kids, you just gotta love em. I also won at monopoly! Yay me! I cheated though...enough said me thinks!

Keeping it short today, due to a finger injury, don't ask! I still have a hangover to! Be back to normal tomorrow, I hope. Sunday was a wicked day, didn't make up for Saturday though

. Have a good day folks xxx

Comments

Sir Peter Maxwell

on May 03, 2004

My dear girl why is this chap making you so unhappy, If you love the chap then you should be together old girl.

Sally jacobs

on May 03, 2004

Isn't always that easy Petey, I just have to move on, he's made that clear

Sir Peter Maxwell

on May 03, 2004

Do you want me to have one of my bodyguards break his legs?

Sally jacobs

on May 03, 2004

No thanks Petey

Sir Peter Maxwell

on May 03, 2004

It appears your relationship was bound to break down Sally, your "gay" dreams probably made him think you were a bloody dyke.

Sally jacobs

on May 03, 2004

, yeah I'm sure he thought that, hehe

Sir Peter Maxwell

on May 03, 2004

Never mind dear girl, plenty more Maxwell's in the sea - hint hint.

I would be honoured to mount you dear girl.

Sally jacobs

on May 03, 2004

I'm sure you would Peter, but I don't want to mount you, sorry.

Sir Peter Maxwell

on May 03, 2004

Dear girl you would not be mounting me, i would be mounting you.

You must learn mounting etiquette young lady. The chap unzips and prepares himself for battle, he then climbs on board and mounts away.

Is this chap Kermit from Manchester?

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